When I awake George is gone and Harrison is back with yummy tuna rolls and tempura and sake. We eat out by the pool. Everything is good again. It is hot and windy. No one else is there. This is exactly what we want. We sit in the Jacuzzi and lay on the hot cement looking at the stars and… Read more →

We arrive at the Japanese style bed and breakfast. The proprietor Goerge is very friendly. No, very friendly. My ex had forbade the use of the word “bed and breakfast” after an extended trip through the “bed and breakfasts” of Maine with his mother. And now it was all coming back to me. I was beginning to understand in a… Read more →

Harrison and I arrive at our “resort” at about 7 in the evening. It consists of a parking lot with a pool in the center of it …. I see his face, his vacation flash before his eyes. In shock we go to check in, I am on auto-pilot, “where is the fitness room?” and the women behind the desk… Read more →

May 30th I am out with friends, doing karoake I know that EB#6 lives very near, it would be so fun if he were here. I call him and he comes. I do hope that my carpenter' s duet, “Close to you”, will be over before he comes, but as it happens he arrives about two and a half minutes… Read more →

We are oddly comfortable and formal at the same time. We go to lunch and a cactus store. He is feeling ill and bad in general. I am sensing an effort to keep me at arms length and I do not understand, I am worried that any natural sign of affection will be unwanted or misinterpreted. There are so many… Read more →