All the plants and flowers out on the boulevard parading around like prostitutes. The girls around here all painted and up close they look old. Old faces on young bodies… (the bodies can catch up later) Only the dog is sincere and the man with the blue eyes who has work to do. Read more →
blissqueen
when it breaks
when it breaks it is the end of the world a few moments fierce and tragic and then it is the end of the end of the world and other things come. Technorati Tags: daily life, puppy Read more →
small pond
My dad had big ideas about who he wanted to be who he was, deep inside He also felt small somehow he ended up in the smallest pond and still he was not appreciated. Appreciated enough He couldn’t quite get the big things out of his head so that others could see them The things that people needed he couldn’t… Read more →
They were following me
I went to the police station it was my first time in a long time a different world one that movies and books didn’t prepare me for. I was waiting behind her They were following her. Who should she call? When THEY followed her? what if she was on robertson and they followed her? and what about doheny? what should… Read more →
daily life
swimming with the alphabet letters all around I find the ambulance in the sink I find some other strange things too. He melts against me in the evening little warm one he copies my yawns languidly then looks to me sideways and LAUGHS. Technorati Tags: daily life Read more →
cleaned out
I am clean out of fabulousness you have to be ruthless to be fabulous and you have to brush your hair. It takes a certain amount of motivation that I can’t seem to muster it right now. there are too many cobwebs too many to bat down Technorati Tags: fabulous Read more →
Contrast Girls
Contrast Girls One speaks in swimsuit fashion terms. One says her name is Jane. One reveals pitfalls of self-abuse in the English of her day. When the phone rings this one curses. She has no plans for later. Some girls have names that could be guys’. This one’s a “freak of nature.†This one fancy-pantsed her way across the continent.… Read more →
eclipse
Feeding Frenzy
We used to be like sharks at sephora enjoying the high blood and lipstick all strewn about then there was the long white leather jacket with the flowers and the pink leather boots I can’t even remember what I got. The old things don’t work anymore. The Japanese objects the sparkles the blue hair woven into my own. I have… Read more →
Little Shell
there is a mark on the inside of my forearm like a little shell from his ear that had been pressed there sleeping warm and snoring If I could have that mark there forever like a stain of this moment I would Read more →
every moment is the best moment
warm and damp after the bath he stands naked in front of the mirror smiling broadly, little belly, luscious thighs exhilarated he sees himself standing under 2 feet tall he kisses his image leaving tiny hand marks all over the mirror. Read more →
good looking
There are some good looking people in LA. I don’t mean people that look good, I mean people that are good to look at. People who are on all kinds of trips. People who are depressed and people who are on antidepressants. Not Prozac or Zoloft, but good old fashioned drugs like thorazine. Drugs that make people shuffle. Drugs that… Read more →
Ten things about me that you may not know or have done
1. I used to be a fashion designer. 2. I drove from Istanbul to Bodrum and picked up a hitch-hiker named Ali-Baba. 3. I lived in Madrid for a year. 4. I lived in Dumbo before it was fashionable. 5. I used to have a 1965 Peugeot 403 ( I rebuilt the engine myself, while I was on acid, and… Read more →
1st doctor visit
He was good natured and dignified despite being undressed weighed on a scale and poked in various places. He has gained over a pound since his birth and the doctor assured us that he did like us even though it is hard to tell for sure. The three of us went to Pink’s to celebrate, and sat outside in the… Read more →
the little prince of bliss
in my sleep I bacame stuck
Dream: the door was closing, I put my fingers in the grate to hold it open. As it closed in closed down on my fingers, I thought for a moment that they would be cut off, but it stopped just as it was getting tight. I stood there shouting for help. No one could here me. Words like door: Access.… Read more →
He is here!
I painted my toenails blue and waited for the portal to open. when he arrived I stopped remembering everything that happened before, or who I was waiting for. So beyond my imagination. I do not need any flowers. Read more →
on Virtues
Patience has never been my cup of tea. A double espresso, that is my cup of tea. Read more →
Lunch
Bagel Cream cheese Lox Chopped liver Cheese blintz With apple sauce And sour cream Pastrami sandwich Russian dressing Tuna on rye With pickles Potato salad Macaroni and cheese Please. I want it all, she knows better than to judge me as she shuffles away with her crew cut, And fancy dangly earrings. I know better than to be impatient with… Read more →
all of the sudden
I am very tired. i have been working long days and loving it up to this moment. Now I just want to lay down He is about 5 pounds, and has flipped into postition. I do not think he will be too long, I can’t wait to see him Read more →