Round #2 About a half an hour before we are supposed to meet he calls me asking for directions. This is after he has had me e-mail the address and info to him no less then 3 times. I should have said then at that moment ” let's just forget it”, but unfortunately, I didn't. If it wasn't going badly… Read more →

Round One He is 6'3″ and I had visions, if things worked out, of being able to freely wear any shoe that pleased me with out regard to the height, even though it has never stopped me before. I know that this is not the best criteria for judging a potential soul-mate, but these are desperate times. I was coming… Read more →

It didn't matter that I was a girl, they were going to beat the holy living crap out of me. I didn't understand their law or what I had done exactly. It didn't matter that it made no sense at all. The main thing was that I was in trouble. What I had done, which I can't remember, was something… Read more →

Everyone has left, the movie is over, we lay down in the grass kissing. It is dark, we are wading through a pond in the cemetery, it is thick and smells like sulfur. We are giggling and I feel people telling us “shhhhhhhh”, but we are having too much fun. We are running across the grass past the tombstones. An… Read more →

The prosecution was very close to a conviction. It was a mystery and all the facts where coming to light. I was being questioned harshly. “Is it not true that you did miss blissqueen choose someone to be the one? Your one?” “yes” I mumble with my head down “this is true” “And is that one in this courtroom today”… Read more →

The odor of the dead is strong. Once you smell it you never forget it. It gets in your nose and it gets in your mind. I don't know which it gets into more. I came home yesterday and my cat had been dug up. She was about 5 feet from were I had buried her. It seemed overwhelming and… Read more →

He just returned from Spain. Iin a small village a man asked “I heard that in California people drink coffee in their CARS?” When he told the man that it was true it really upset the man. “Why don't they just sit down and drink their coffee?” I thought about how often I drink coffee in my car, and eat… Read more →

In the 6th grade I went to Kandra Lanes's house. She had a brand new lawn. She took me to the study and showed me a trophy. “My Mom was Miss America. What was yours?” Read more →

It was like when you where a kid on the playground and another kid came up and said “will you be my friend and you were like excitedly “YEAH!”, and they where like “Let's play!” and you were like “OK. LET'S PLAY”. And that is how it was with this charming fellow Jason who played with me for two days.… Read more →

I am so sick that I don't know what is going on… except for that he is talking about conspiracy theories, which I sort of get….but really extreme ones which well… seem really extreme. Read more →

Zinc lozenges make things taste not good. They are also supposed to improve your immune system. So much so that if you have had a transplant you shouldn't take them. My friend B who recommended them to me today told me a guy he knew didn't know this and died within a week of taking them. They raised his immune… Read more →

albacore sashimi shitake mushrooms and clams spicy tuna on crispy rice lobster handrolls tuna tartar on sesame uni we had it all fucking yes! Read more →

It is my sincerest desire to eat a delicious amount of sushi tonight Read more →

I sat waiting for my number to be called H6083. Every 5 or 10 minutes I hear a loud screech. I assume these are the driving students taking their examinations, I make a mental note to not get hit by one of them on the way out. A cop walks by talking into his cell phone “I just have to… Read more →

Dear Elvis Costello, Would you please come to my house for a dinner. I have wanted to hang out with you since I was 13 and now it has been too long, so much has happened. -BQ Read more →

I drove to Woodstock from NYC on a Friday night. I got lost in the dark for about an hour and then finally found the lodge. I went the restaurant alone and ran into my ex-boyfriend when I was 16 in Portland Oregon. He asked me how my Mother was and it floored me. So much flashed through me, there… Read more →

He was gay, but that didn't stop him for offering up his bare ass for me to spank. It was 2 am, we were swimming, spanking and laughing I spanked him Then he spanked me He said I had a lovely ass And I liked that. Read more →

I love it NY!!!! Pivo & film girl picked me up at JFK and gave me the royal queen treatment. All is good Read more →

This week I thought, fuck that hurts Last week tears rolled down my cheeks The week before I could barely walk, or hold up my protein drink Yes, that is the way the work outs are going Or rather the rock outs as I like to call them. I am on the 3rd week of an intensive 12 week program.… Read more →

I have been to a few awful gallery exhibits and to a few fascinating museum exhibitions. I went dancing with a bunch of scary hippies who do a sort of free form thing that made me feel fairly uncomfortable. I made some yummy gazpacho and ate it. I read safety of objects and found it uneven, but brilliant in places.… Read more →