there was a little boy finding hidden candies and things there were the beautiful and strange netsuke at lacma the headache the rueben at the jewish deli the 3 hour nap the beautiful tulips and my very own furry bunny Read more →

It has been six months since our first kiss. We went back to that cemetary with our sushi picnic And kissed in the rain http://www.livejournal.com/users/blissqueen/62164.html Read more →

who took the bliss out of blissqueen? who took the queen out for that matter? Read more →

“Hey, I just wanted to tell you, that you should fix your underwear, I know the VIP's are coming and all” this is how my PA warned me of my little problem, he also offered a bit of advice ” you know they have the hip hugger kind, that are really low” motioning with his hands “they are made for… Read more →

Live like I will die tomorrow, while living like I will never die Read more →

I dreamt I was in Iraq with my friend C I wanted to get out before the bombs started falling before the chemicals It was terrifying Read more →

In the shape of an unharmed almond, of a yelling sponge, Of a magnen desolved in a bestiary, in the obscure Meanderings of the dagger, in the indolent eye of theft, Tongue of exile swarms against the wind You angle you wheel you cord of mirrors And so crockery, licorice, swim So spine of an egg, so ambush, And then… Read more →

There are people at my gym who work out wearing sunglasses. Charleston already seems like a little blip that never really happened, A short chapter that doesn't really belong or move the story along, except for all the good love and the good seafood. My work is consuming time and energy at an alarming rate, but I am feeling lucky.… Read more →

I like making order out of chaos, But I don't like my order disordered by chaos Especially stupid chaos I am so tired I want to cry Read more →

Now I am going to get on a plane And bring my boyfriend his favorite pen And kiss him of course Read more →

Tuna tartar on sesame chips Are you enjoying your visit here…. Or are you working? -Working. A tiny little crab cake Where are you from? -LA And 18 oysters Do you have a boyfriend that comes to visit you sometimes? -Yes Does he come outside sometimes to smoke -Cigars And he dresses…… different? And takes pictures of funny things. -Yes… Read more →

Day and night, no difference. The sun *is* the moon: An amalgam. Their gold and silver melt together. This is the season when the dead branch and the green branch are the same branch. Nightmares fill with light like a holiday. Humans and angels speak one language. The elusive ones finally meet. Good and evil, dead and alive, everything blooms… Read more →

I don't HAVE TO like everyone especially people that I don't like I don't even have to like or pretend that I like Certain members of my family Whom by the way have nothing to recommend them From now on it is no more Mr. Nice guy And furthermore…… I have purged my phone book of all of the people… Read more →

I am almost finished here in Charleston next week LA hurray. and to kiss my boyfriend among other things….. (my boyfriend kisses good) Read more →

We stood in the check out line kissing The check out lady was saying “now innit soooo cute…. And on valentine's day and all” and then I could see all the ladies looking and I turned and said to the crowd “this is my boyfriend and I love him” they cheered and then I said “he is visiting from LA… Read more →

I saw it this morning on the way to work A scratch across the sky Emulsion building up in the gate The lab denies it God denies it Read more →

A full moon poised above the sea Makes the face of heaven radiant And brings to hearts that are apart The poignant pensiveness of night I blow out my candle but it is just as bright here; I put on my coat but it is just as cold. So I can only read my message to the moon As I… Read more →

One thing I would like to say for Charleston is DRIVE THRU SUSHI That is all. Read more →

In old projections booths there is a metal door held open by a rope pulley and a weight When the nitrate fire starts, it explodes. The rope burns the door closes There are no handles on the inside When the fire starts, sometimes I go in there Read more →

H*A*P*P*Y L*O*V*E*M*A*K*I*N*G A*N*N*I*V*E*R*S*A*R*Y Read more →