Sushi and muscles and steak tartar and tuna tartar and many many raw oysters and caviar….. and laughing and kissing. Read more →

My mission has been trying. I feel like I am in a foreign land where everyone does everything a different way. The wrong way. 170 means 173. There is no proper chain of command. No one takes responsibility. I am swimming up-river, pulling along a little barge that is getting weighed down by more and more tasks and other people's… Read more →

I walked up to the fish and they looked at me, five koi, huge and blowing kisses, they seemed so happy to have an admirer, trying to swim right through the glass to me. This weekend I had my toenails painted a beautiful blue. They are tiny portals and they are calling for him to come through the blue sky… Read more →

I have become intimate with pain lately: shooting pain, throbbing pain, aching pain….. And this is just my back. Poor back. There is also the pain of my current mission, which seems to be blocked by evil forces at every turn. As my mission partner Pivo put so aptly this morning “they are fucking us from every direction” . It… Read more →

Somehow I found myself standing in front of a table of cheese at 1 am Saturday night in Charleston South Carolina. Actually, there were two tables about 3 feet in diameter heaping with cheese and fruit. Five like-minded individuals seemed to appear and descend on them at the same time. We were positively reveling in cheese. I asked someone to… Read more →

One night we smelled every single spice in my kitchen, laughing Read more →

I am in love, So happy and hopeful And I am leaving tomorrow On my mission With a heavy heart So very sad I have memorized him The curve of his bottom lip His scent, I can hear him saying… And tears have arrived all ready Even though we agreed To wait until tomorrow Read more →

Lately, I wake up in bed with the sweetest boys. Read more →

I cut through the dark alley, way off the street. It is late and the buildings are abandoned. A missile lies on its side. I find the unmarked door. I have never been here before, but I'll take my chances. I enter a cavernous world with crazy equipment everywhere, I make my way to the back. I have talked to… Read more →

We slept Wrapped in his arms In Every possible configuration Holding both of my hands Sweetly he kisses my back I smell flowers Read more →

Lunch-time celebration with and LG. LG asks me why my skin is glowing and with out thinking I exclaim proudly “orgasm” awkward silence, a weird look from the waiter and then laughing….. in light of recent events it would make sense that I might say such a thing, but I had to explain that it was actually the Nars blush… Read more →

After a very long an arduous search Blissqueen has finally taken a lover And Oh, how sweet he is. That is all. Read more →

Dans un sommeil que charmait ton image, Je rêvais le bonheur, ardent mirage. Tes yeux étaint plus doux, ta voix pure et sonore, Tu rayonnais comme un ciel éclairé par l'aurore; Tu m'appelais et je quittais la terre Pour m'enfuir avec toi vers la lumiére. Les cieux pour nous entr'ouvraient leurs nues, Splendeurs inconnues divines entrevues; Hélas! Hélas, triste réveil… Read more →

A quick announcement is in the Hawse AND we are now going to eat very much sushi AGAIN. YESH End of announcement Read more →

The sight of Blissqueen being so thoroughly dominated was almost as shocking as her behavior afterwards, when she tenderly wiped the blood off of Bachelor #13's cheek as the two answered questions. Bachelor#13 said he never worried about Blissqueen biting him or committing a foul to change the outcome of the fight. http://www.sight-sound.si/samples/ivideo/boxing.jpg Round One: The fight kicks off at… Read more →

Update I have a job interview tomorrow. I will meet my new potential boss at 10am. He is self-described as little hair, jolly face might be wearing suspenders. I am excited. Weird to be excited about a job interview I know, but I am. Read more →

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I woke up wondering about him. What he was doing, how was he? I don't know why because I hardly knew him. I guess he made an impression on me or maybe it was just that when my friend said to me “I really liked him”. It was with such weight that I knew that it was true. True in… Read more →

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